Post Haste - post match analysis!

Wellski no mail for ages but what a month or just over ...................

I hae been up to lots and have barely had a chance to breathe! 

Seeing friends, friends coming to see me,
midnight walking, over to peoples house for tea.

Spontaneous nights with my dear boyfriend,
family fun, dinner parties, pick me ups.

Expenses car repairs £300 ouch, organisational meetings,
drinks and undisclosed positively positive disclosures - its only a matter of time before preganancy rumours are confirmed!

Strong men in headingly! Europes strongest to be precise,
Romantic dates and illnesses.

Washed out picnics and safari days, beautiful dinners at mine and at theirs.

And to top it all off a weekend in the Lake District where I went row boating for the first time ever and it slung it down and was with Mr P and I loved it!!!

Also during my month I have discovered many a changing atribute - or perhaps that is not changed at all!!!  Who knows! 

I think I like you, but not as I once used too.

But I do love you,

Love me x

Satnav and toothbrush DISASTER!!

After starting the day slowly, getting to work a smidge late, I realised I had forgotten my toothbrush and my satnav!  Now this would not be a big thing to most, I appreciate this, however, to someone who has done approx 40,000 miles using her sat nav this is a trgic instance!!  I though do I drive back home and get it and drive back again but this would be a completely inept, stupid, over reliant, RIDICULOUS thing to do as I wrk 60 miles away from where I live and I would be adding 120 miles onto my 80 mile journey!!  And so I have spent halp the morning so far looking on route planner and figuring it out!  I mean I am an independant women (ha ha) I can flaming well do this!!!  I can I totally can!! Aanndd I have my smart phone with me if I get totally stuck!  This is a big thing for me!  I can be just totally useless at times!!

In other updates - I am going to visit a dear person tonight and I simply cannot wait to see her!!  I am now having a chum over to stay on Saturday night and so that will be fun - hopefully full of films and nibbles and I am going out to play with friends plus babies unborn and born on Sunday on so this will be a total treat!!  However, as per usual I am having nil time to myself!!!

I need to stop doubting myself thinking that I have nothing to say to people and nothing to talk about! I always appear to come through and have plenty to say and speak about.  I dont know why pre the event I dont think that I can do it!  A bit sillybilly really!  Also I have a friend that I have not seen for months and I feel a bit let down and angry with it! I think that I am going to have to just suck it up and tell her that I miss her and that I want to meet up with her ... be the bigger one and all that tra la la jazz...

AND I did my last day of training yesterday.  This means that I am a qualified person which is very exciting!!  Next stop with work is too reasses my personal goals.  I need to become a better person and not bigger headed!

Lots of Love

Jess

Well what a shody blogger I am!!  I am very new to this but that is a poor excuse!!

I have had the most wonderful Jubilee celebrations, full of family and fun and the Queen and 1st birthdays!!  I had a great time, but it's made me all poorly! PAH! Ah well.  I'll get much better extremely soon!! 

I love the Queen and the fact that the street parties allowed people to come together! People who would never normally come together.  I went to Devon for the weekend and so missed my local one but I hope that it went very well! The country party I attended was all free and all fantastic!  And the kiddies had just THE BEST little tea party full of red, white and ble goodness!!  I am a fool and did not take my cake baking fun but ah they will be around for next time!!  I've said I before I'll say it again, what a splendid weekend full of Great Great Britishness!!!

I spoke to business makers at the weekend also and they said as much as I said to myself NO EXCUSES and so that is going to be a summer adventure- it must!!

I got home last night and looked out in the garden, I'm not sure if the garden is in the weeds or the weeds are in the garden!! Pah weekend work!!

This weekend Mr P is off to download, a whole weekend without, disaster!!  He is lovely I do love and miss him like mad when he is gone.  BUT perfect time to regroup and go and visit friendies!!  And Sunday is mine to myself and my own and boy oh boy I know it shall be a pleasure!!  I am going to have a massive paper and film day all too myself - hell I may not even open my curtains all day!!! Also I should get into the garden really, very poor if I fail!!

In other news I finish my training tomorrow!!  I am very proud of myself, all I need to do to totally complete it is get on with two of my units and all trained up and all completed and signed off!!  I need to get on with it before my contract completey runs out!!!  We dont want that now do we!!

I shall becho hello hello blog to myself soon!!!  I like getting all that rifraff off of my noggin!!! 

Lots of love

Jess xx

Ridiculous People.

Today is full of ridiculous people personal and proffesional!  Personally, being dumped like a ton of bricks is harsh, but I know that I am not the only one and so this gives me comfort and proffesionaly, well just a ridiculous human being, who belives thats they have fooled everyone, but has fooled no one, then the aftermath of that a person moaning and graoning and doing very little about it!  Ridiculous people!!

On the better note Mr P had an interview today and said it appeared to go very well!!  This makes me happy!

Another thing that makes me happy is the weather and my jerk chicken tonight!!